darknesslives666

Only while he was on the ground, bleeding, did I realize he didn't mean any danger, he was only trying to protect me. The drugs were making situation worse and I though he was just trying to be annoying. I watched as he wreathed on the ground with bruises already forming on his pale skin. He only wanted me to stop before I killed myself but it never crossed my mind. Now that he's in the ambulance and being rushed to the hospital do I realize that he loved me didn't want to see my dieing in front of his eyes. What hurt the most was hearing his voice bubble out words of nothing before being put on the stretcher.   After that I walked alone in

      My lips brushed against yours as our arms wrapped around each other in a toxic embrace. I knew we'd never have a chance in hell. Though you still held me close to your heart and took me in and said you loved me. But I'll never hear words of sympathy coming from you again I'll never see a smile on your face. Cause I'm only bringing you down. You hate me now and I wish I could change the past but it was never my fault in the first place so why do I have to change for something I didn't do? Was it because you were unsure? Was I just an experiment? Was I just another love toy to toss aside? Oh well, your still in my mind and I'll never be a